First topic message reminder :Hey guys, I don't know how to say this, but I hate my life. Sure you would think that my life is cool or something. But the Michelle that you see or talk to isn't entirely the full one.
As you can see, I have bad traits. But I am just hiding it and I am trying to be nice, ever since I came here. And there, I made it. I became a good member and now a moderator that respects people, and being fair to staffs and members.
I don't know what you guys would think, but I hate my life. You just didn't know that. I always show myself as the happy one. But my life, in reality, its UGH!
Yes, to my friends here on BIW that became my friends in FB, you can see me happy right?
But no, my happiness can't stand still forever.
Now at my school, people hates me for I laugh really loud and they get annoyed. Also, I am the smartest in my class <=== Not Bragging, I am the only one who had a medal in my class, unfortunately.
And now, we had an activity to renew our spirits, to be a good citizen, a good child, and a good student.
We were told to write to our parents, say sorry to all of the bad things we had done. And yes, I showed it to my parents, but I think its weird, because they didn't say anything to me after they have read it.
But I didn't think of it anymore, until one day, me and my mother had a fight, to tell you the truth, we always fight, fight about me not focusing, not being responsible, etc.
And until one time, she told me that I am growing up being a bad child. She told that I am a Big Liar. She told me that all I wrote on the letter for them are all lie.
That made me tell myself that I hate my life. I can't believe my parents thought that what I have written is all lies.
To tell you the truth, this happened awhile ago. If you read this late, I'll tell you the time.
It is April 3, 2013 at 10:28 am. That is the time I wrote this, and the argument happened 15 mins. ago.
Wondering what I told my mom? I told her who wouldn't be mad that she keeps on blaming me for all of the things that gone wrong, like why her papers are gone, etc.
Btw, we were fighting about Blaming.I truly don't understand why she keeps on blaming me for the things I didn't do! I admit, I am a liar when it comes to some things. But seriously? The letter I wrote, it was from my heart. With all of my heart I wrote it. It truly hurts that they think that way.
I don't know about my dad, but for sure, my mom hates me now. She doesn't talk to me anymore.
ANYWAYS, I am truly sorry for posting this, I know, its too personal, but I am sure it isn't a good idea just to keep it to myself. I need to let out my pain.
If you want, you can just lock or delete this topic if it violated the rules.
^Be sure to PM me about the violation, if I have violated.
^^Sorry! I am too paranoid.
So, please don't hate me for being this real person. Thats just in reality, but since I came here, I tried to be kind here, and I have succeeded.
Thanks...
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