Truth Hurts

Subject: Truth Hurts Wed Apr 03, 2013 3:36 am

Hey guys, I don't know how to say this, but I hate my life. Sure you would think that my life is cool or something. But the Michelle that you see or talk to isn't entirely the full one.
As you can see, I have bad traits. But I am just hiding it and I am trying to be nice, ever since I came here. And there, I made it. I became a good member and now a moderator that respects people, and being fair to staffs and members.

I don't know what you guys would think, but I hate my life. You just didn't know that. I always show myself as the happy one. But my life, in reality, its UGH!
Yes, to my friends here on BIW that became my friends in FB, you can see me happy right?
But no, my happiness can't stand still forever.

Now at my school, people hates me for I laugh really loud and they get annoyed. Also, I am the smartest in my class <=== Not Bragging, I am the only one who had a medal in my class, unfortunately. Sad

And now, we had an activity to renew our spirits, to be a good citizen, a good child, and a good student.
We were told to write to our parents, say sorry to all of the bad things we had done. And yes, I showed it to my parents, but I think its weird, because they didn't say anything to me after they have read it.

But I didn't think of it anymore, until one day, me and my mother had a fight, to tell you the truth, we always fight, fight about me not focusing, not being responsible, etc.

And until one time, she told me that I am growing up being a bad child. She told that I am a Big Liar. She told me that all I wrote on the letter for them are all lie.

That made me tell myself that I hate my life. I can't believe my parents thought that what I have written is all lies.

To tell you the truth, this happened awhile ago. If you read this late, I'll tell you the time.
It is April 3, 2013 at 10:28 am. That is the time I wrote this, and the argument happened 15 mins. ago.

Wondering what I told my mom? I told her who wouldn't be mad that she keeps on blaming me for all of the things that gone wrong, like why her papers are gone, etc.

Btw, we were fighting about Blaming.

I truly don't understand why she keeps on blaming me for the things I didn't do! I admit, I am a liar when it comes to some things. But seriously? The letter I wrote, it was from my heart. With all of my heart I wrote it. It truly hurts that they think that way.

I don't know about my dad, but for sure, my mom hates me now. She doesn't talk to me anymore.

ANYWAYS, I am truly sorry for posting this, I know, its too personal, but I am sure it isn't a good idea just to keep it to myself. I need to let out my pain.

If you want, you can just lock or delete this topic if it violated the rules.

^Be sure to PM me about the violation, if I have violated.

^^Sorry! I am too paranoid.

So, please don't hate me for being this real person. Thats just in reality, but since I came here, I tried to be kind here, and I have succeeded.

Thanks...

Subject: Re: Truth Hurts Wed Apr 03, 2013 3:38 am

aww that sucks

Subject: Re: Truth Hurts Wed Apr 03, 2013 3:49 am

Aww i feel so sorry for you michelle Sad

, but dont worry, u always have ashoulder to cry on Smile

^.^

Lovix Fairy Posts : 754 Age : 20

Wow, seems like your parents don't trust you so much. I'm confused because you seem like such a faithful and honest person. But don't let something like this bring you down. Many young people are committing suicide because of bullying, stress, depression, etc. Don't be like them. Be grateful that you have a family who loves you very much even when you don't think they do. I suggest you should sit down and talk about it with them. Everything will work out, don't worry. Smile

Don't be too negative. Everything will get better, I promise you.

I would say go talk to a counselor, but I personally think they use your problems against you.

But yeah, your life is so precious and great. We don't get to choose our families, but we can choose our friends who will treat us with love and respect. Fight for your wonderful life and don't let anyone not even your family make you feel this way. I was told if I honored my parents, God promises us long life. They have given us life and we should be grateful. No matter what happens, they always support us.

I hope everything resolves between you and your mom. Just know that she loves you no matter what.

Subject: Re: Truth Hurts Wed Apr 03, 2013 4:25 am

aw mich it going to be all right to all of us on the biw forum your life does not suck you have a great life and we all love you with kind

Subject: Re: Truth Hurts Wed Apr 03, 2013 4:37 am

firebid1030 wrote:: aww that sucks

Yup, it does. Sad

NaomiWinx83 wrote:: Aww i feel so sorry for you michelle , but dont worry, u always have ashoulder to cry on ^.^

Thanks.

Thanks for being a shoulder for me to cry on! Very Happy

Tecnafairy wrote:: aw mich it going to be all right to all of us on the biw forum your life does not suck you have a great life and we all love you with kind

Thanks! I hope so.
I love you all here. With all of my heart! <3

JAD2350 wrote:: Wow, seems like your parents don't trust you so much. I'm confused because you seem like such a faithful and honest person. But don't let something like this bring you down. Many young people are committing suicide because of bullying, stress, depression, etc. Don't be like them. Be grateful that you have a family who loves you very much even when you don't think they do. I suggest you should sit down and talk about it with them. Everything will work out, don't worry. Don't be too negative. Everything will get better, I promise you.

I would say go talk to a counselor, but I personally think they use your problems against you.

But yeah, your life is so precious and great. We don't get to choose our families, but we can choose our friends who will treat us with love and respect. Fight for your wonderful life and don't let anyone not even your family make you feel this way. I was told if I honored my parents, God promises us long life. They have given us life and we should be grateful. No matter what happens, they always support us.

I hope everything resolves between you and your mom. Just know that she loves you no matter what.

Thanks Jad! Thanks for telling me that I am a faithful and honest person. Smile

I know, its true, but I became a liar to them, thats what they think. Sad

Don't worry! I won't kill myself for that. Wink

I am grateful, just that I can't believe she said that to me. Sad

Ok, I will think that they still love me. I'll try. Smile

Right! Positive Energy! Very Happy

Maybe I'll try to go to the counselor, too bad our school is done. xD

Thanks for telling me that my life is precious and great. Smile

I agree, we don't choose our families, and I gotta say I have such great friends! Smile

I won't let them make me feel this way, maybe we will talk about this soon. Smile

I agree, "Honor your Parents" <=== I follow that, but seems like I failed. Sad

But I can still try again. Smile

I agree, God is Good. Very Happy

I hope I can feel their support, I feel it, sometimes. xD Very Happy

Thank you very much for this wonderful advice Jad! It made me feel better. Wink

Subject: Re: Truth Hurts Wed Apr 03, 2013 4:38 am

Aww Mich, I feel for ya. You gotta hang in there, everything will be alright.

Subject: Re: Truth Hurts Wed Apr 03, 2013 5:45 am

MaryKateGirl17 wrote:: Aww Mich, I feel for ya. You gotta hang in there, everything will be alright.

Thanks MK! Very Happy

Subject: Re: Truth Hurts Wed Apr 03, 2013 5:52 am

You know what, I'm in exactly the same position as you. People usually only see the happy side of me, as all of you have probably seen. But really, life sucks Confused

You're right about not keeping it in though, it's not good to bottle it all up. It's better to talk about it to good friends, like us Smile

I'm glad that you made the decision to tell us. I'm proud of you for doing something that I can't even face myself.

Please don't let it get you too down. I hate to see people sad, especially my friends. Please try to think things in a positive way, carry on and don't give up. Hang in there, it does get better Smile

P.S. If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here for you. Offline or online Smile

Subject: Re: Truth Hurts Wed Apr 03, 2013 5:56 am

Winxisawesome wrote:: You know what, I'm in exactly the same position as you. People usually only see the happy side of me, as all of you have probably seen. But really, life sucks

You're right about not keeping it in though, it's not good to bottle it all up. It's better to talk about it to good friends, like us I'm glad that you made the decision to tell us. I'm proud of you for doing something that I can't even face myself.

Please don't let it get you too down. I hate to see people sad, especially my friends. Please try to think things in a positive way, carry on and don't give up. Hang in there, it does get better

P.S. If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here for you. Offline or online

Thanks for understanding Nessa! Seems like we are on the same road. Smile

I knew it! I shouldn't have bottled it all up! Thanks for being proud of me Nessa. Smile

Thanks Nessa, I will try to get better. Smile

THANKS BESTIE! FOR CARING FOR ME! I know ALL of you does. Smile

I care for ALL of you too! Very Happy

I agree, Life sucks sometimes. Confused

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